Why I haven't blogged


There are only two reasons, actually. First one is not because I've been soooo busy. Oh no siree. I haven't been busy at all. It's for the simple reason that I really don't have any exciting news to share that I don't have any words to write in this blog.

Second, I'm just too lazy to post anything. I don't know. I guess the magic of blogging left me. Or maybe because I'm happy with my life right now that I really don't have the need to rant.


Anyway, I'm hoping that my plan to visit Philippines in February will push through. I'm really so excited about that. Sooo excited, in fact, that I imagine scenarios in my head on what it would be like to be home.

Ryan's dad asked me how much I miss the Philippines, in a scale of one to ten, with ten being the highest, and I answered without hesitation, "Ten!" Oh yeah, I miss Philippines that much! His mom asked me what I miss about it. I answered her, I miss the clear, blue summer sky. I miss seeing the stars at night. You really can't appreciate the sky here in New Jersey because for some reason the sky is not so blue, and the stars are missing. Basta, it's just so different.

I miss the food. Even though I still eat Pinoy food here, cause my mom cooks it still, it's still different. It's because you have to improvised. There are no kangkongs for your sinigang. SO you use, broccoli instead. I know that sounds weird but it really isn't. Then there really is no tamarind , so you have to use those ready-made packs of sinigang powder. It just isn't the same.

I miss my friends. Oh god, how I miss them!

So I'm praying very hard that nothing would deter me from going back to the Philippines this Feb, or else, or else, I don't know what I'll do. I'll prbably cry!