I'm Back...

....Though I might not post as frequently as I did before. I've been so busy with a lot of things lately, that even I can't find time for myself anymore. Oh wells.

Okay, what's new.

First off,, I've finally broken up with Jason. I know that this is a mean thing to say, but I actually felt relief that it's over. It could never really work out between us. We were too different. I'm just so sorry that I had to hurt him, but I felt that that's the only way to do it. Breaking up is always a tough step, esp. if one of you doesn't want to let go yet. But it has to be done if you feel that it's not working out anymore. The only way to deal with it is to move on. Gaad, do I sound like a coldhearted bitch? I'm not. I did feel sad with what I did. And I thought long and hard about it. And I grieved for his pain. I know what he's going through right now. And I do feel awful that I had to be the reason why he's hurting. I know that the only way to ease his pain is to go back to him. But I can't do that because I know that I'll only be living a lie. I don't love him anymore. I don't know if I ever did. And so I had to stand by my decision, though it hurts me to see him hurt, I can't just go back out of pity....

Second, about that surprise that I mentioned here in my blog.... Well... there's going to be a new member of the family. I can hardly contain my excitement. My sister is going to have a baby in seven months time! Wihee! The first baby in the family! Yehey! i'm going to be an aunt! Woohoo!

Third news, I haven't dropped my Anatomy and Physiology II class yet. And I never will. It's a matter of pride now. I have to pass this course. And I will. I swear to God I will. No matter that I have to pass it with sweat, blood and tears.

And lastly, the most exciting news of all....

Before

And After

Yes, I had a major hair cut. I chopped off 10 inches of long, black hair. I'm gutsy. I felt that it's already time for a change. And what better way to start than to cut that hair I've had since I can remember? Right?

I'm happy with the outcome. They say I look younger. Naks naman! :)