There are times, such as this time, when I just want to delete my blog's archives and start with a clean slate.

I've just been reading my past... and I do not like what I wrote. It gave me a glimpse of the person that I was, and what I had become.

I don't know. It just doesn't feel so good when you read about how much you have hurt a person, even though it's unintentional.

There are some things in my past that I want to forget. But I find that I can't because they've been documented in detail here in the blog.

I want to delete it.

But I'm still holding on to it.

Because I want to learn from my mistakes. And the archives contain a full documentary of that.