Bowling fever

I've always loved bowling. I'm never good at it, and most often than not, my ball rolls down the gutter, but I love love love it. I shout, I shriek, I scream, I do my crazy dance moves and I don't care if people are already looking at me.

Jason and I went to a bowling alley earlier. And boy did I have fun. I beat him once. Although he said that that was the first and the last time I will beat him because he hasn't played bowling for a while and he's a little bit rusty.

He was right. After that first game, well, let's just say I couldn't catch up anymore. He is good. Really good.

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Darn. I just realized it. I write better when I'm sad and lonely and depressed. Dang it.

Right now, that I'm crazily in love with this crazy man:



I'm having a hard time expressing myself. Yay. What has love done to me?

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I'm scared. Scared that things are happening so fast. I was supposed to meet his grandparents today. But I chickened out. I felt that it's too soon. And I'm not yet ready. Just like I haven't told my family about him yet. Gusto ko muna palipasin ang one month. I feel that if we get through the first month, then I'm not cursed after all to have one-month relationships. Kainis naman. Kasalanan lahat to ni ex. Because of what happened between him and me, I have this fear for the first month of a relationship. Do I make sense? Is that irrational?

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Fall classes start tomorrow. Hayyy. Tinatamad na ako mag-aral. Things are gonna be really hectic for me. How can I juggle boyfriend, school and work at the same time? Hah. If others could do it, I figured I can too, ryt?

yay. Haggard ako for the next five months nyan.

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A co-worker died early this morning from a motorcycle accident. He wasn't wearing a helmet when he fell down from his bike and hit his head on the pavement. It was just a freak accident. If only he wore his helmet.