Why indeed?

When friends and coworkers ask me about him, I tell them we're still friends.

They raise their eyebrows at that, and asks me why.

Why would you be friends with your ex? Why would you still talk to him like you used to, three times a day, in the morning, in the afternoon, and at night before you go to sleep? Why do you still talk to him on the phone for more than three hours straight? Why would you still tell him of your lifetime plans, your hopes and dreams? Why would you still tell him of your problems, of why you are sad, of your disappointments? Why would you even want to maintain that special friendship you have with him? Why would you answer your phone in the middle of the night and talk to him because he can't sleep, while you can barely keep your eyes open? Why indeed?

I don't know the answers to all of that. But all I know is that talking to him keeps my world at peace.

It helps to know that even though being girlfriend-boyfriend with each other didn't work out, we still never let go of the friendship we have, where we started out in the first place. Whoever said lovers can't be friends is wrong.

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Spring na! Ang sarap ng weather ngayon. Malamig pa rin pero d na ganun kalamig. Pwede na akong mag-sandals! Ang saya. hehe. :)

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My whole year would be busy. Even on summer. I won't be having a vacation from school. Yesterday I just enrolled in summer school. I'll be taking up Introduction to Nutrition. I just want to get this nursing school done and over with. Gusto ko na lang talagang matapos. Sawang-sawa na akong mag-aral. I don't want to drag this any longer than I need to.