Somehow, ngayon ko lang talaga na-appreciate ang song na ito.

Fallin'
(sa sobra ng daming nag-revive di ko na kilala yung original singer)

I'm afraid to fly
And I don't know why
I'm jealous of the people who
Are not afraid to die

It's just that I recall
Back when I was small
Someone promised that they'd catch me
And then they let me fall

And now I'm fallin'
Fallin' fast again
Why do I always take a fall
When I fall in love

You'd think by now I'd learn
Play with fire you get burned
But fire can be oh so warm
And that's why I return

Turn and walk away
That's what I should do
My head says go and find the door
My heart says I've found you

And now I'm fallin'
Fallin' fast again
Why do I always take a fall
When I fall in love

Help me I'm fallin'
Fallin' fast again
Why do I always take a fall
When I fall in love

(It always turns out the same
When I fall)
Lovin' someone, losin' myself
Only got me to blame

Help me I'm fallin'
Fallin'
Catch me if you can
Maybe this time I'll have it all
Maybe I'll make it after all
Maybe this time I won't fall
When I fall in love

Not that I'm in-love again or anything like that. It's just that I can relate to the first four lines of the song and to the lines "Why do I always take a fall when I fall in-love?"

I told him last night when I was talking to him on the phone that I seemed to have lost interest in men. I could have dated cute and downright gorgeous guys if I wanted to. God knows I've been asked out a lot of times already by very eligible men. But I always say no. Not because I'm still in-love with him (becaue I know I'm not anymore) nor because he ruined me for other men (he didn't). It's just because I don't seem to want to go out with any of those guys who asked me, no matter how nice or how gorgeous they are, or heck, no matter how nice their cars are. (haha). I just don't seem to feel the inclination to date again. I'm happy enough being alone for a while.

And I guess I'm not yet ready to take the plunge only to find out no one would catch me again.

The heart is tired. And the heart is happy to be alone for now.