I'm scared but I'm gonna do it

I'm gonna have my tongue pierced.

Really.

Those who knew me for a very long time would probably be very shocked right now. And they'd probably be reading my first sentence twice, and one more time to make sure they'd read it right.

I know, I know. Those who knew me for years know that I'm no risk-taker, that I'm afraid of pain, and that I'm a goody-two-shoes. So what the hell am I thinking huh?

I dunno. I just want to do it.

Geez, I'd probably be risking the wrath of my parents, my grandparents, my aunties and uncles, my boyrfriend and my friends, but I'm gonna do it. I'd probably get full-length sermons of how immature I am, being the oldest cousin here in the States, my younger cousins look up to me, and that I'd be a bad influence to them.

I don't care. I. want. to. have. my. tongue. pierced. And. I'm. gonna. do. it. Period.

The only question is when.

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Bought my BIO and CHEM books earlier. Whew. Those books sure cost a lot, I tell you.

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I just found out something from someone about this someone I know. (Syet! Ang gulo ko! Sorry, itatago ko talaga identity nila. It is that crucial. Pero I need to let this out, or else sasabog dibdib ko) Bakit kaya ako nalungkot? Dapat wala lang sa akin yun e. I guess reminder lang yun sa kin, and to my heart as well, don't trust syrupy words. Sweet sila pakinggan pero what's hidden behind them?