If I could really be honest with myself right now, I may not like the answers I could give to these nagging questions in my heart. Sometimes it is much better to hide and run where no one knows you, and no one would force you to decide to face whatever it is you have to face at that moment. Am I making sense? Probably not. Just goes to show how befuddled I am right now. And so I continue to write nonsensical things, in the hope that I'd put some order to these jumbled thoughts.
But then again, even writing confuses me. How can I find objectivity when these emotions continue to run amok inside my heart and mind?