Sad

I am so sad today.

So sad that I feel like locking myself in my room and bawling for hours on end.

So sad that I want to talk to a friend right now to vent out my feelings.

So sad that I just have to do the only thing that could make me feel a little better - write about it.

So sad that my chest hurts so bad.

I guess you'd be sad too when you find out that who you consider as your friend doesn't consider you as a friend. After all you've done for him, after you had bared out all that you feel, after he learned all your secrets... for him you're just someone he knows.

It feels like betrayal. But then, when you stop to think about it, you've only known this person for a few months. What do you really know about him?

It's my fault anyway. I trust too much, too easily. I'm too sweet for my own good.

Maybe, someday, after a lot of betrayals similar to this one, I'd learn. Maybe. But for now, let me just go on berating myself for my naivete.