I am doing everything except study. Study - that one thing that I should be concentrating on right now. Not trying to update this blog, after almost a month-long silence. Not turning on the TV to watch TFC. Not finally doing some ab crunches on my six-month old ab lounge - that thing I should have done long time ago before my tummy ballooned into its size now, making me struggle to fit in my jeans.

Gosh, I still have two chapters to go through and I feel like I'm brain-dead right now. The information doesn't seem to stick anymore. I just say the words out loud - pretending to memorize, without comprehension. I'm betting tomorrow all of these microorganisms I am trying to memorize with vigilance will be out of my head just as soon as I take my seat and answer the test questions.

It's my fault really. How can I expect to cram five chapters of Microbiology lectures in my head in just one day? I should've studied last weekend, like I planned. But nooo... I chose to put it off until the last minute, and I'm not even panicking now. Look where I am. Instead of getting lost in the last two chapters of my book, here I am getting lost blogging.

Tell me again why I want to be a nurse?

Sige na nga, mag-aaral na po.