Random thoughts

*Some things here only I can understand. Sorry. I need to rant.

I was wrong. So wrong.

I should've listened to my friends... There are some things you just can't bring back, no matter how much you want to bring it back... like virginity, or something more deeper than that... like trust, or love, or friendship.

No matter how you say you're okay, that everything's good for you, it will never be okay. Not this soon. Not now.

Some things you have to let them be. Yung bang di mo mapapadali. Like healing, or forgetting, or forgiving. Wounds cut too deep takes time to heal. And I can't pretend to be okay anymore when I'm not. I need time to heal. I need time to forget. I need time to forgive. And finally, I need time to accept and understand. And then hopefully, through the process of healing, I can finally, finally move on... and then let go.