Change of mind, again

I totally lost interest in the program I am taking right now. I guess when you finally decided to do something with the rest of your life, the other things that don't exactly fit into it would lose their sparkle.

I didn't do any of the assignments the teacher gave us. And when she checked those assignments and I wasn't able to show her anything, she looked at me with that disappointed look in her face, and said, "Joyce, you don't have an assignment? Why? I expected a lot from you than that."

I should have been embarrassed, but I wasn't. Coz all I was thinking at that time is, What the heck? I don't care anymore. Phew.

I'd lost interest already. One month after the program had started. Geez.