I am doing everything except study. Study - that one thing that I should be concentrating on right now. Not trying to update this blog, after almost a month-long silence. Not turning on the TV to watch TFC. Not finally doing some ab crunches on my six-month old ab lounge - that thing I should have done long time ago before my tummy ballooned into its size now, making me struggle to fit in my jeans.

Gosh, I still have two chapters to go through and I feel like I'm brain-dead right now. The information doesn't seem to stick anymore. I just say the words out loud - pretending to memorize, without comprehension. I'm betting tomorrow all of these microorganisms I am trying to memorize with vigilance will be out of my head just as soon as I take my seat and answer the test questions.

It's my fault really. How can I expect to cram five chapters of Microbiology lectures in my head in just one day? I should've studied last weekend, like I planned. But nooo... I chose to put it off until the last minute, and I'm not even panicking now. Look where I am. Instead of getting lost in the last two chapters of my book, here I am getting lost blogging.

Tell me again why I want to be a nurse?

Sige na nga, mag-aaral na po.

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The first week of Fall School just started, and I feel the stress already.

I don't get enough sleep, so when I walk in for my class, I would almost certainly be yawning the whole time, and trying to keep my eyes open.

I breezed through two years of school here with me barely awake. So that now, I just realized that I feel like I didn't really learn anything. I see all these students carrying all these thick books, some sitting under a tree and reading or doing school work, and I see me going past all of them, going to my car, driving home so I could get a little sleep before I go to work.

It's just that I feel that I'm not really into it, you know. I go to school so I could earn another degree, to secure my future here in US, but the classes I'm taking are not really what I want. I just take them because they're what is required. It sure takes the fun out of learning.

And I would have three more years of this. Hayy.

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Gas prices have gone up like crazy! And I mean it's ridiculous! It's more than $3 per gallon now, as opposed to $2 just a couple of weeks ago!

Oh my goodness. If before I spend more or less $150 a month for my gas, now it would probably be doubled!

Aargh! AT this rate, I'd probably end up walking on my way to school or work!

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